Am I Even Really a Girl?!

So no, this does not really mean what it sounds like lol. YES I am a girl but sometimes the my lack of knowledge in anything girly really has me questioning if I should be a girl!!! (not really but it is frustrating). So this morning I figured out how to do the sock bun (I will put an instructional photo at the bottom) THEN I tried to do my makeup (insert very bummed face here) I'm not sure how long it is supposed to take but it took me like an hour, many eye pokes later I ended up with something resembling black eyeliner smashed on the outer corners of my eyes and then gold sparkles thrown on my eyelids... I am so bummed! My eyes hurt from all the poking, prodding and wiping up of mistakes...I also got a bit of soap in my eyes while removing those mistakes I spoke of...I LOVE girly things like make up and hair but when it comes to actually doing these things I totally suck! I can put on mascara and straighten my hair and that's really it. I can put together killer cute outfits but as of right now I cant even wear those cute outfits! Its a never ending vicious cycle! *cries*